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Monday, November 20, 2006
Monday
November 20th 4:12am
o crap....tomorrow is my menu test and although i think im ready...im really nervous. this is kinda important and would make a huuuuuuge difference in my income...hmm. i guess only time will tell. eeeeek!
Current mood:  nervous Current music: harry potter...lol
Monday, November 13, 2006
Monday
November 13th 2:27am
right now im drunk cuz i have been drinking for a while now.....woohoo. bleh
ps. boys are lame ;0)
Current mood:  drunk Current music: the tv....
Friday, October 27, 2006
Friday
October 27th 1:47am
so yea today kinda sucked....i opened at penguins and i was supposed to work at UCC but i got my shift covered (thats the good part). so then i was going to go get my halloween costume with taryn cuz i leave everything to the absolute last minute lol. so i get to her house to find out that someone broke into it....AGAIN!! i cant fucking believe whoever did that shit.....so stupid. i felt really bad for taryn, i havent really ever seen her like that before...:0( so we called the police and they came to make a report and then the CSI guy came and that part was soooo cool. hahahaha. he dusted for finger prints. lol everyone was like all up in his business it was kinda funny. i asked him if he works on a lot of murders and he said yea but there were only two murders this last year in torrance....thats not good but its not horrible lol. and to top it all off...i still didnt get my costume. great. i dont even really want it to be halloween....bleh.
Current mood:  okay Current music: the fray
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Sunday
October 22nd 1:46am - eww
why do i insist on doing these things to myself? who knows....tonight is taryns house again...more drunken fun. hehe another nite of flip cup? maybe....maybe not hehe
Current mood:  full Current music: dun dun dun dun dun....movie music...who knows.
Friday, October 20, 2006
Friday
October 20th 8:47pm
"Lets get drunk and make out!!!!!"-ken hahahahaha fuck yea!
Current mood:  amused Current music: sublime
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Thursday
October 19th 1:50am - ::sigh::
ok so as much as i have tried to fight it....i am like in love with this guy from my work. but now the bad part...he has a gf and they have been dating for 5 years. ok like what the fuck how do i even begin to get around that one. so crush over right? afraid not.....cause every time i try to ignore him and not let it continue to make me crazy, he does something really cute. ok i might be over exaggerating but i feel like he is one of those guys you meet and you are instantly like whoa im in trouble..
ex. today he was at the top of the stairs and i was standing there and he was like hey....you need to come up here and see this sunset...its soo pretty
me: i cant i have to stay by the door (cause i have gotten in trouble for wandering recently muahahha)
him: o ok well ill take a picture of it for you..
...and he did.
ok im sorry but i cant help myself.... i just dont know what to do cause he makes an effort to talk to me but maybe its jut cause he is nice...all i know is that i am infatuated....there is not one thing i have come to dislike and i have never found that in a guy. james was a big thing but i hated his personality and in this case it is the opposite. i feel like nothing will ever happen and it will just be another thing i cant have....::sigh::
Current mood:  crushed Current music: dashboard
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Saturday
October 14th 1:19pm
ok so i havent been on this shit in months but since i finaaly have the interne again i guess i will start using it. right now i hate work more than anything...its fucking stressing me out cause my boss is fucking retarded. i am almost at the point of quitting but it just feels like that was a waste of over a year. like seriously what the hell.....erg! i just really dont know what to do...o well. so yeah the hellogoodbye show sucked cause i got kicked out cuz of some stupid little girl.....o well. at least i got to see some of their songs....poor meg and taryn didnt get to see any of them. o well i hope the panic at the disco show will be a lot better.
Current mood:  mellow Current music: something corperate- konstantine
Saturday, January 28, 2006
igal is retarded! haha he is sitting next to me and has never heard of livejournal. what an idiot! and taryn is laughing calling him an eagal. "my eagal has landed". o man my friends can be retards. haha. well today was same old as usual. i think i played too many viedo games but o well. what are you going to do about it?? NOTHING! hahahaha. so yeah just ate a brownie and cookies....we will see how that works out. muahahaha. ::smirk:: i think i dont like my job but i dont know what to do about that. ok well im outie. lol im so just kidding.
Current mood: high
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Thursday
January 26th 1:04pm
today i go back to work....
i had four days off and i still dread going. this sucks.
well i just got back from rascals with yvonne, it was yummy. lol
so yeah today lokks pretty boring...ut thats kinda like everyday.
yvonne is leaving for cabo tomorrow...im so jealous. bleh
why is it i cant seem to ever be content?
Current mood: full
Monday, January 23, 2006
Monday
January 23rd 5:02pm - o man...
so i have decided it is time to start using this journal again. my life is soo fucking different from the last time i updated its crazy. i was reading old entries and it is like wow... time has changed. i think has changed for the better for sure... well we have to gom do some shit so i will write later. peace out!
Current mood:  bouncy
Monday, August 8, 2005
Monday
August 8th 1:59pm - wow....
i havent been on this thing in so fucking long. haha. well not much has changed since last time. my summer has been kinda lame but hey what can you do ....nothing. so yeah its almost time to start school and i really dont want to. it might not sound so good and some might think its stupid but i dont think i am ready to start. i want to take time off but everyone advises against it so whatever. i am going even if i hate it. lol so yeah i think i am going to go to the pool now.
Current mood: calm Current music: yvonne & taryn talking in the background
Saturday, February 12, 2005
Saturday
February 12th 10:34am
i really need to go shopping for black and white.
maybe ill go this weekend...
just a quick thought lol. last night was pretty mellow. today i think i am going to go get my nails done cuz they really need it. haha. i hope tonight is going to be interesting. i wanna do something fun and not stay at my house but we'll see how that goes...
this entry is pointless...
ha. o well
Current mood: calm
Friday, February 11, 2005
Friday
February 11th 3:05pm
sometimes i look around and i think there could be more than this.
i dont know what it is but i get this feeling that somethings not quite right.
i wonder if that will ever change.
if the feeling will go away and i will be left with the feeling of being content.
i dont feel it all the time...just sometimes.
i dont know what brings it on or what temporarily puts it aside in my mind.
all i know is that it is a feeling i dont like.
...all and all i think i am just bored. or at least thats all i hope it is.
it seems that everything is always the same. day in and day out i do that same thing\
and theres not even the slightest change to my routine.
i tell myself that when i get out of high school, that will all change.
i will start something new and move on from this place.
but as i think about it i dont know if this is entirely true.
i guess only time will tell
...ok sorry just thinking out loud.
this will probably be the only entry for a while considering i am never on the internet.
so yeah. as you have probably already figured out life is pretty much the same.
dont get me wrong im not unhappy. i just dont know what it is. hmmm. o well.
i have to leave for work in like 30 minutes and then tonight i have no idea whats going on.
we had plans but that didnt work out. surprise surprise. at least you know some things will never change. lol.
Current mood:  thoughtful
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Tuesday
June 22nd 6:56am
summer school...bleh.
major bleh.
i have only gotten 3 hours of sleep
iye.
Current mood:  tired Current music: armor for sleep
Tuesday, June 8, 2004
Tuesday
June 8th 8:58pm
LAME!
Current mood: disappointed Current music: meh....park
Friday, May 28, 2004
Friday
May 28th 2:12pm - :b
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Current mood:  silly Current music: atreyu
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Wednesday
May 26th 2:38pm
ahahaha...today at lunch:
"little girls turn me on" -megan
"im not singing or dancing anymore cuz it makes me look like a foo" -megan
good times...heh
Current mood: bouncy Current music: none...sadly
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Sunday
May 23rd 9:04pm
hmm?
interesting.
Current mood: mellow Current music: sixteen candles!!
Saturday, May 8, 2004
Saturday
May 8th 9:13am
last night....
was a little out of hand.
Current mood: sleepy Current music: bright eyes
Tuesday, May 4, 2004
Tuesday
May 4th 7:48am
i hate you.
your gross and you disgust me.
i just wish you would change and then everything would be better
so much more happiness....but it will never be that way
you will never change, you will always be the same
i hate you...
Current mood:  drained Current music: fall out boy
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